Holmer was back
.His parents wondered where he was coming from and he just remained silent.
Went to his room, All night kept thinking about his parents But then he decided
what can he do nothing but the nature itself! Snow all over the hills but a
fine sunny morning it was. Children playing with snow, fists full of snowballs
and snowmen everywhere.
Life is hard it won’t
stop and drag you with itself Ahh Holmer .He joined college. This was his first
year and his parents were quite excited for him but He was never the same!
Never.
Brilliant at school
time but now his concentration never met his academics, There he was lonely,
Mysterious Gentleman. His academics records never remained the same. He was
never good at his subjects again. He went home earlier everyday spent time with
his dad watching soccer matches on TV and resting at his mother’s lap for hours
and sense of dismay all over. Winters were about to get hard.
It was the middle
of his 2nd year, He was more afraid now ,more conscious and more strange. A
Ball dinner was organized by the college administration every student and
parents were invited as this was about the end of their college time. Hah there
he was one fine gentleman again ! black tux he was gifted by his father ,bow
over the white shirt , this time more elegant ,His hair ,added the cavalier to
his personality .with his parents leavign for the dinner.DAD:"Holmer
,somone is hitting on you tonight for sure " haH and a gag , a laughter
after so much time ,Holmer was so happy to see the smile on his mother’s face
after so much time.
They left in their
Dodge Challenger ,I must say what a beauty it was in 70's. A fine selection,
Like son ,Like father. Dinner was organized fairly well. Ball dance after the
dinner and Holmer so happy watching his parents dance and looking so delighted
and happy and a glance. Yes A glance Of
Charm!
He never had seen
such girl before in his life. She was beautiful. Her lips had color of a red
rose. and when she smiled or laughed, it lightened up the room. And had she wept, the whole world would want
to comfort her.
That's all I can
think of...He never ended up seeing her again, College ended and he was more
worried and heartless and he knew tomorrow is his birthday. Snow fell all night
So did the tears. Holmer went out in the jungle he knew he couldn’t help even
if he tried it would come the other way around and can be worse. Sat under the
pine tree, snowed heavily and there he was in the middle of nowhere .Went back
late and got the call from 911.i remember a quote that is Holmer right now “You
cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from
happiness.”
Ahh Holmer .He
wanted now to sit in the lap of his mother and sleep forever,he wanted to watch
a soccer match with his father but he couldn’t, What a melancholy! They were
dead and he was given a violin with a note “Happy Birthday Homer" .Cried
,Yelled ,Heart pounded like hell. didn’t want to live ,"What’s
happening"(Moans With Grief).he couldn’t help it .He had lost all he had
.he loved his mother so much ,She didn’t slept at nights just that He cried all
night when he was kid and now she is no more .She went away ."WHY o GOD,
WHY".
Freezing cold it was.
Silence like death and yes it was and all he thought about was his parents and
the only sound he heard was of the violin tune the old man played outside the shop.
“Why is this so hard?” He Whispered!
